Fate

Dear brother,

I'm confused about everything.

As my memory I was keeping myself under fear, doubt,strain always.. I was not sure what to do or not. I was borned as poor and so that feeling guilt about it.

I'm artistic in the way am I and working as an art teacher;send out of the job recently!!

I want to be a successful artist..

But I'm not confident.

The family is depending upon me now.. we don't have money...

But baba is keeping me always secured..safe.I can feel it.

But I am filled with all the vices rather than virtues.

I'm wishing for money from lottery couldn't find any other way and want to pursue the career

But feeling always doesn't know anything else..

not so courageous doesn't have the feeling that I am worth for anything especially, for Baba's sewa.

Can't do the yoga well and feel my soul stage ..anything..

What to do..I don't want to live like this.. being nothing..

When I heard baba said free from your vaibhav.... everything....

feeling I can't do anything else..

Please help me..

I couldn't do the yoga well..

I'm waiting for the reply